i knw im supposed to study..i feel like i've given up on myself...idkk..i just feel so demoralised..i feel its becoming impossible even to just pass the paper..but..i still wanna live inside that denial bubble...even though i said that the needle called reality has burst my bubble, i wanna hang on to that bubble tightly..i really wish i can pass..like wat dear said...the bubble is what keeps us alive...i can't agree more..but..its just so tough...but for your sake dear i promise i won't give up...if u haven't given up on me, i wont give up on myself no matter how hard, painful or tiring it is...i'll hang on till the very end because i know, u'll be at the finish line waiting for me...i'll do my best..i promise.