the passion for singing has been rekindled...how true it is that songs sang from the heart is true music that can melt the hearts of others....
why is it that whenever sth goes wrong we blame God? why is it that we cannot reconcile the fact that God still loves us no matter what..when he puts us through difficult times, its like when a potter puts the clay into a burning hot furnace, to mould it and make it strong. i believe that God would never abandon anyone of us so we shld never abandon him. i know its very easy for me to be saying all of these, but i really hope that my special someone would be able to let go of all the hatred n unforgiveness and guilt. i really hope he will find true peace and happiness. it pains me to see him always living in the shadow of darkness. even though he is always smiling n trying to make me happy, it pains me to know that he just can't fully let go.
Dear Lord, i no longer know what to do already. all i can do is just to keep praying, but Lord, if it is your will, touch his heart of stone and allow him to experience your love for him. Lord, you know i really love him, and i really love you too. I really hope that our r/s would be one that will be christ centered because Lord, afterall you brought us together - 2 really different ppl, from opp ends of the country, who in normal circumstances would not have crossed paths. but Lord, since you brought us together, please bless our r/s and heal him Lord.
