once in a while, when i don't do wat u want me to, you get angry..haizz...i guess it just takes one wrong to erase all the right that i have done =( i just dun get it...whats wrong with doing sth different once in awhile...certain things are becoming a drag to me...i somehow just dun feel like doing it anymore...the things that i loved to do was taken away from me 4 years ago...during these 4 years..i've nvr complained or insisted on getting it back...it wasn't easy..in fact, it was a struggle..even until today..even today..i miss it...it was a part of me since i was a kid...haiz..but now the feeling is different..everytime i see ppl being able to do it well and all...it makes me want it back again...but the feeling of pain is greater than the longing for it...o wells =(
我觉得我不是读书的料! =( haiz..o wells..
