Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Dear, i love you! i really do...but sometimes...i really just don't understand why u do wat u do...im trying very hard to trust u..im trying to hold it in and just trust without questioning..so please be more open and honest with me...allow me to trust u fully without having even the slightest doubt. i hate it when i doubt u...but..sometimes i just can't help it...the things u do and say makes me hu si luan xiang...so please dear..be more sensitive, open and honest with me..and i hope u'll always rmb..ur not single anymore..u've got to learn to think from my perspective..i knw u like to do watever u want..u dun like ppl to stop u..but sometimes its cos ur in a r/s and wat u like and want to do will hurt ur other half, so yea u shldn't do it...no matter how much u want to do it...im sure u knw very well wat will hurt me and make me upset, but u still do it anyways..so yea..idk..sometimes i really dun understand..am i supposed to get used to u being lildat? am i supposed to get used to it so i wont get hurt anymore? idk..really duno..just hope things will get better between us...cos i really love you.