the best way to clear my mind is to run!! went for a short run just now...feels great actually...even though it was a short run...rawr...it got me thinking:
what have i been doing up till now? why am i worrying so much? isn't it good enough if i try my best and give my best shot in everything? rawr seems like i havent been trying hard enough...bf was right...wats the point of me just complaining and saying im tired and stress and all...i shld just do it and stop complaining...bleahhh...i need to start afresh...i need to get back on track. i hope i can do it
so...one by one..i'll clear off everything...project the worst case scenario...clear them off the list...one client at a time each day...one hr revision per day...and hopefully things will get back on track soon...bleahhh....tiring and stressful it will be, physically, mentally, emotionally, but i'll just have to do it since all these shit is accumulated by me...bleahhhh
Dear Dear:
thanks for always being by my side...trying to make me happy and always supporting me...without u, i wouldn't have survived for so long in this shit...thanks alot dear dear...u mean alot to me....im sorry im such a difficult gf..sorryy im always so demanding and tempremental....sorry for always hurting u and causing u so much distress. i hope i can be a better girl..just for u..the special girl behind u, the successful man..hahahaha :p i love you dear dear :D
