yesterday night made me realise how incompetent i've been. jobs that i was supposed to handle on my own was cleared totally by boss. partner review points, fs finalisation, everything was done by boss...haizz :( even the adjustments i had to pass were wrong...haizz :( o wells...it really gt me thinking. it has been 9mths. what have i learnt? what have i gain? what have i lost? is it worth it? why am i trying so hard? o wells..i just hope one day my hard will pay off and will be recognised. i just hope all these sacrifice is worth it. cos its freaking difficult to hang on. its really much easier to quit.
i want proper weekends! which means, proper quality time spent with bf...dun wanna study or work. just wanna have fun. i need some rest...i need time for God, for my family, for my bf, for my friends, for myself.. rawrr...i'm sick and tired of getting weird dreams n nightmares almost every night..haizz..i just want proper rest.
i wanna go overseas and enjoy and relax and recharge myself. I WANT A BREAK! I NEED A BREAK! WHEN WILL I GET IT?!?!
