today's run was super tiring...it felt like a wake up call though....a call for me to realise that i don't have as much mental strength as before already...it made me realised im no longer as strong as i used to be, be it physically, mentally, or emotionally.  i feel so drained, so empty.  i feel like sth is missing from my life.  idk...idk if its cos of all the stress and all or wat..but to be honest, i no longer feel anything.  stress is an understatement.  i think im immune to it alr...idk..idk wat kind of feeling is this..im just tired.  every morning i wake up not wanting to do work or study..just feel like nuahing and slacking..oh manz..this is terrible.  its only 50 days to exams and i have totally no clue about anything..screwed max...gg.com...haizz :( i think i gt to learn to love coffee and late night studying...zzzz this is nt my cup of tea man...rawr...