not a good start to the weekend..haizz..daddy just had to threaten me like that. whether i wanna quit my job or not has nth to do with my bf. if one day i choose to give up my career, its my own decision. haiz..i just dun understand why he always have to link work and studies with relationships.
is it all cos i went to hang out last night? rawr..i hope they do realise i need a break..one friday night out and they went like "waa still got time to hang out" wth?? im human! i need a break! i can't work 24/7 365 days a year!! rawr
im feeling so lost and confused and frustrated with myself. i can't let them win. i must prove myself. that what i always tell myself. but its not working anymore. i dun have enough energy to hang on so tight, but because i love my dearest bf, i have to. i won't let go of this relationship. all the more, i won't let my parents break us up cos of my career, so i'll hang on. i have to. come on ger...U MUST!
