work sucks..life sucks..everything sucks..
what exactly is love? idk..i really don't. someone once said "a r/s is nt just about one person. its abt being tgt, doing things tgt and sharing each other's likes/desires, giving of ourselves to the other without needing to use the other person to fill our love tank" how true..
but idk...im really drained...i feel so empty now...so alone..idk..so much inside me that i wanna let out, so much i wanna tell u at that point of time...but since ur having so much fun and enjoying...o wells..i'll just keep it all to myself..
loving me is nt just about making me happy on valentine's day and then hurting me after that. if that is love, i rather not have it. Honestly, it hurts so much..that freaking reply...after such a long sucky day at work...i get that reply..who won't get pissed la seriously..why can't u just understand?!?
im a girl..i tend to be more sensitive...i knw i might be more sensitive than other girls...but i just dun get it, why can't u understand? idk ur friends..but u knw mine..in fact..u knw most of them..and they are wat? hibye friends, ex classmates, current collegues, guys and girls alike..but u? i realised idk any of ur friends..when u talk about them u seldom mention their name..when i tell u stuffs...i tell u everything...maybe im telling u too much..haiz..so obviously if ur hanging out with a bunch of girls, i would feel insecure...haiz nvm...dun think u will understnad..u'll just end up pushing all the blame to urself..nvm forget it..i'm too upset and hurt
really duno wats with u these days..u seem so different all of a sudden...haiz...duno wat to say...duno wat to do but to go one corner emo...maybe its cos im becoming too sticky tats why ur retreating..so maybe its time for me to draw a line..haiz :'(
