Thursday, December 01, 2011
i feel like im really trying very hard alr but im barely staying afloat
i feel like im at my limit alr but i just feel like its not good enough
i feel so uneasy, yet i can't pinpoint the cause
i feel so lost so empty so alone all of a sudden...idk wats wrong with me..
maybe its cos im giving myself too much pressure
maybe because im putting too much focus on other's expectations of me
as much as i wanna stay positive, im kinda losing it alr...
the string is really on the verge of snapping..
i dun feel like myself these days anymore..
so lifeless so numb to so many things...
idk who i am anymore..haiz...