Friday, November 25, 2011
Sucks max...haizz...feels so grumpy whenever i start studying...zzz haizz...this seems like the only outlet for me to rant since my fb has office ppl so yea...haizz..i feel so emo...idkk..big logics and all is the last thing i wanna hear...thats not what i need now..haiz..idk la...why m i so dumb? Y cant i be smarter?why am i struggling so much? Haizz....i wish i could get through this more easily...it feels so gek la...haizz..idk even uf i go out now...the happiness is shortlived...i dun think im truely happy actually...idk..its that mix feeling..the feeling of guilt that im not studying...zzzz...so maybe i shld juz stay up to chiong tonight..ya right..as if i really can...ger ger why do u suck so muchh?? @#%&"#
ger was here @ 8:15 PM (: