i feel so tired this week...mental exhausation..and there's this headache stuck in me and it won't go away :( i feel very suffocated...idk if this is the right path for me..but i still have to show that everything is alright...is it just me? is it just me who can't get used to this? idk..i feel very xin ku...idk who is the real me anymore...everyday i'm trying so hard to blend in and fit into circumstances that sometimes i'm know thats nt the real me...losing myself really sucks...it feels terrible :( i feel very alone...haizz i guess this is the real world for me and i've got to get used to it fast, before i find myself dying in it. every week, i'm only looking forward to weekends, to spend time with my family and to go for evokx because this is the only time i really enjoy myself and i can just be me without caring about what others think...haizz hope things get better soon :'(
