after thinking bout lots of stuffs last night..it suddenly dawned on me that i was being such a weakling la...complaining and complaining about how miserable or how xin ku life is...but...wth? whats the point? its not going to change anything! the old me won't do that...the old me will just chiong and just do it no matter how hard it is...no matter how impossible it is..i'll just chiong and just try my best! when it hit me, it really disgusted me la..why have i become a weakling? why have i become like that? totally felt like i've wasted too much time..its almost 1 mth since i started work alr...i need to just stop thinking and worrying so much and just focus on my work and studies and do my best! so what if its tiring? so what if there's politics? so what? i just need to do my best, pray and God will do the rest! i got to change..channel all the negativity into positve actions! hope wo shuo dao zuo dao!
