Saturday, July 16, 2011
other than that...i know i shldn't be bothered by it anymore but...i really hate being left out..the way i find out about it is through fb or when someone "accidentally" sends me a mass send msg and i realise i have no clue as to whats going on...this feeling really sucks :( haizz i think it was my fault that i didn't manage my time well..or rather i didn't spend enough time with my friends last time..hence the unfavourable outcome today...so cheryl dear, if ur reading this...i'm not superwoman ok? im really not that strong :'( even though i keep telling myself not to bother anymore...im still so affected by it..haizz...but then again whenever they ask...i think twice cos idk why but i feel there's just this barrier between me and them..haizz :'(
are u really not going to start talking to me or msg me?? just what on earth are u thinking? haizz :(