Monday, June 20, 2011
hmm...i don't really know how to explain this, although the start of the retreat wasn't really good for me cos of the state i was in when i went there but i somehow decided to just not care about anything already and just leave everything to God. and i think it was a good choice because the feeling from the retreat is really different as compared to other retreats or camps.
i felt really peaceful lightened and love...i felt like i totally surrendered everything to God. Even the simplest thing like pnw felt different...usually i dun really notice much of the words but somehow during the retreat it was different..i really meant what i was singing...like every word every sentence...and it felt really good la..worship session after confession and washing feet was really good..i felt like i totally melted and during praying over also...after i was prayed over i felt like i totally melted..i can't really put the feeling into words but yea i felt God's love and i'm really touched...and i really thank God for His love and for all these experiences and emotions and esp for the gift of community and friends...
alright...thats all for now...