Sunday, April 24, 2011
i know i always use the phrase "only time will tell", esp when ppl ask if i think we will still con'd to be friends even though we all have to move on with life and stuff like that, but the truth is, i use that phrase cos i don't want to have to say what i really feel, which is the cruel reality that in my honest opinion, i doubt we'll con'd to contact because of many many reasons. However, these are the expected situations because of many reasons like we may not even be that close in the first place, but, when it happens to ppl i'm close to, it really hurts me alot.
idk why but i've been asking myself, what does it mean to know a person well? how would u know if the side of the person u know "well" is him/her true self? do the friends i consider close friends think likewise or consider me as their close friend too?
haiz...time and time again, i keep questioning the stability of a friendship.. things keep happening to make me lose faith in friendships...what is bff? how would u know 2 ppl will be best friends forever? or are all these just casual remarks at that point of time and all? haizz i'm so tired of all these...i really don't want to bother bout all these anymore. it seems so childish and it makes me so emotional. haizz :'(