Thursday, November 11, 2010

After yesterday, i've been in a very confused state of mind. Since year 1, all i've aimed for is to go to uni after i graduate. Seeing my JC friends' photos of their uni life on facebook makes me wanna go there even more. But, i should know better than anyone else what my academic standard is like. I've never been good at studies since i was a kid. No matter how much effort i put in, i still don't excel. By right, i should be confused no more, but knowing about more practical options and having a different aim/wish/dream calls for a tough decision to be made.

If i were to choose to follow what i've been aiming for, i will probably be struggling, from worrying about admissions to worrying about passing exams and trying to get an honours and all. If i choose the more practical option, it won't be easy either, but it will be more beneficial in the long run.

actually, i find myself very silly. no matter which option i'm going to choose in the end, i will still apply for both, but, haiz i guess its just matters of the mind that makes it difficult. whichever option i choose, opportunity cost will be incurred. part of one option will be quantifiable but the remaining is not. haiz..idk which to choose. i'm so confused!

apart from the above, i feel like i haven't been in the best of moods these days. idk if its cos of the above and all thats on my mind but..rawrr not an excuse i know. o wells...i guess what i can do for now is just to enjoy the remaining time i have left in poly, cos it could be the last few months that i'll be a full time student. sometimes, i really wish i had a stronger mindset and whatever other options are offered, i won't waver, but apparently that won't be me. o wells.

can't wait for tmr and sat's practice!! :D

 ger was here @ 1:10 PM (:


Introduce yourself...

Germaine Lim ( ger )
12/12/1991
Singapore Poly Accountancy
Singapore Poly Dragon Boat

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* a piano of my own
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* excellent GPA
* a happy family
* distinction in grade 8 piano


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