Monday, November 22, 2010
i'll totally miss the jrs as well...somehow, the year 1 girls reminds me of when we were in year 1. i dun really know why but yea. i'll miss rowing with them. all the good sets, the bad sets, the laughter, the tears and the shit we went through together during this super short period of time.
even though it has been a very challenging journey for me, im really glad i joined in the first place, even though i can't really rmb how and why i decided to join db in year 1 haha even though i keep getting scolded for missing church and sec sch friends gathering and family stuffs and all, i think it was all worth it. no matter how many times u ask me if joining db is worth my time, my answer will be yes. somehow, in my mind since after my last set yesterday, i kept thinking about my whole db journey and what appeared was only the good memories. this time, the good memories really overpowered the bad, and i guess, thats why i'll miss the team and the sport so much and i guess this explains why i was trying so hard to control my tears yesterday after the sets. even though i teared, i think not many ppl saw, so thats good. rawr...i believe that no matter what other team i join (if i do join) in the future, it will not feel like spdb at all. love you girls loads, seriously!
idk what my life will be like now with no more db. idk what it'll be like when idk when's the next time i'll meet my team mates. like what rf said, its so uncertain when we'll meet each other again la..haizz..know what? even though i was so super tired last night, i couldn't really sleep and i woke up at 4.30am, feeling so empty already and i'm already missing the girls so much!!