Tuesday, October 26, 2010
i guess i really know how u feel whenever i go for camps or go overseas for sch trip or sth...gosh poor u..u must have been so lonely when i went to japan last year la...lucky this time u'll be back in 5 days...if not i think i'll go crazy missing u ...and i'll be super lonely and bored!! hahaha now i really appreciate ur presence and i totally know how impt u are to me!!
in my eyes, ur still my little baby sister that never grows up...i think its like that now and will be the same next time too...i thank God that u came into the family...i guess i haven't realised it until today, but seeing u just somehow cheers me up..even though when im in a bad mood and u still ka jiao me...and i snap real bad at you, it makes me feel alot better, not because i snapped at u..but because somehow u make me happy...i think its ur gift from God... the gift to bring joy to others...and u are my gift from God and i really thank God for you!
i guess...this is how much u mean to me and how much mummy and daddy means to me too...so i'm going to try my best to be a good kid at home and outside...i'll try to be a good role model for u to follow...i love you..my little princess...
on a different note...haiz...feeling super emo today...i always start tearing or crying at the wrong place and time la..rawrr...teared on the train on the way home...so embarrasing la...haiz..but it all just came so automatically...thoughts came rushing in..emo-ness sets in...tears came out...and i feel so gek...haiz...i guess its everything accumulated that results in wat im feeling...haiz...and everyone that i can talk to is so busy with their own stuffs so that leaves me alone to emo...rawr...maybe its better this way becuase i also duno how to start talking about it...haiz...im terrible..aren't i? o wells...hope i'll get stronger through this...
i miss u loads...when i was walking in T3 in the morning..everything came rushing into my mind..thoughts of u...of us...of that particular incident there..haiz..everything...