Monday, October 04, 2010

haiz...this is harder than i thought it will be =( this feeling is so frustrating..so much so that i feel like i'm going to snap again...haiz..i thought i'll get by today without any tears, but i was so wrong...went for a run today...ran till i din know if it was sweat or tears running down my face...even though i din run alot...but..yea i still broke down in the end...o wells...im not good in putting on a strong front anymore...it hasn't even been one day of putting on a strong front and i totally snapped....o wells..jia you ger i need to stay strong...i need to stay strong so i can fight whatever comes my way from now on...i know this last sem in poly is not going to be easy at all...even if my grades for the last sem is only to prove that i've passed all my modules, i'll still do my best!! thanks to whoever that tried to cheer me up...esp my dearest scandal and yixi..

something really stupid made me abit happier today..i think stella is the only one that knows what it is for now..but i have a feeling that if ju reads this, she'll somehow be able to guess what is it..haha o wells..ju if u wanna know then come ask me on msn or sth ba..haha if not then u go find out through legal means ( ie: cannot ask stella..haha) okok anyway..yea when i saw that it made me smile for that few seconds..i know its seriously damn stupid and all but yea i was happy for that few seconds today...i thought i'll probably get a call or msg or whatsoever, but haiz as usual...i din...cos i think i was thinking too much..o wells...haiz totally miss that someone la....bleahh...i wish..i wish...i wish...nah cannot wish for such things cos it won't happen...rawr...but...i still....bleahh...ok i need to stop thinking about it because at the end of the day...its still me who will be upset and hurt about it..o wells...i shld be satisfied wtih that little thing that made me smile for a few seconds...

 ger was here @ 7:49 PM (:


Introduce yourself...

Germaine Lim ( ger )
12/12/1991
Singapore Poly Accountancy
Singapore Poly Dragon Boat

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* Crumpler bag
* a piano of my own
* contact lens
* rebonded hair
* ear piercing
* tennis racket of my own

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* excellent GPA
* a happy family
* distinction in grade 8 piano


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