Monday, September 20, 2010
bleah..if im not in the team, i can spend my hols working and earning some extra money so that i can save up to pay for my uni fees or whatsoever right? so if i have a job during the hols, i can go for training? but isn't it an unfair deal? cos...the suitable job that i found requires me to compromise some training time! rawr and there's still choir that i haven't taken into consideration..bleahhh everything approved is at the expense of training..haiz..but i have no choice right? alright, hope i get the job..hope there won't be any changes in the job making it unfavourable, if not, rawrrr..
oh man, what kind of a holiday is it?? i barely have time to rest and recharge at this rate! rawrr...training, work, choir!! bleah..its ok..i'll survive...
i need to push myself more...rawrrr i suck!! strokes feels weird, weights like shit, pull ups like shit, statics like shit...rawrrr how much worst can i get? bleahhhh i got to pushhhh more!!! jyjy ger!!
hahah disney songs make me happy =)