Monday, September 13, 2010
when we are busy, we want to be free.
when we are free, we want to be busy.
when we can play sports, we rather do other things.
when we can't play sports, we want to play sports.
when we have music, we want it to be quiet,
when we cannot play musical instruments, we long to play it.
haiz..thats us, humans...hmm when i went for a run just now, all these came to my mind and i was thinking if there will be a time when i'll be satisfied with what i have and not long for anything else or anything of the opposite, and i came out with my answer.
i guess, the only time where i'm satisfied is when i'm spending time with God. be it at mass, in the adoration room, duirng pnw sessions, camps, or just my own personal prayer time, thats the time when i'm truely happy with wat i have, and that is God. i guess this is the only situation whereby i've never thought of having anything else except Him, and i guess, i'm truely thankful.
hmm but, situations in which we are satisfied appear far less than situations in which we wish we can do sth else instead. i guess, thats life i guess..hm...i guess the song i was listening to while jogging just now triggered all these thoughts, but it may be of some help to me...hmm its a really nice song i think..."stay the same"
Chorus
Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
you were meant to be the way you are exactly.
don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.
when you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far.
And i hope you always stay the same, cuz there's nothin; bout you i would change.
Verse
I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realise, all the dreams you have inside.
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
just open up your heart and let it show you the way.
Chorus
Bridge
Believe in yourself
reach down inside
the love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive
have faith in what you do.
you'll make it through.
Chrous
hmm..nice lyrics i must say...it kinda struck a chord within me somehow...hmm i hope that i'll be able to make the best decision. there's no right or wrong in this case i guess, what matters is what i really want..although its really easier said than done, but i have to decide! i have to believe in myself and i also trust that God will help me with this...
hmm thats all for now i guess...its quite a long post i must say..hehe..not as long as what i used to post, but still..haha alright..ja ne!