Monday, August 23, 2010
rawrr..super tired after today's training...bleahh idk if its just because i was super tired that my weights dropped or is it that i've become weaker...rawr...o wells...these last 2 mths..i'll do my best...put my heart and soul into it...i know it'll be easier than done but i'll give it a shot...
when i was walking home from the mrt just now...lots of thoughts flashed through my mind for idk wat reason...but...it really made me miss many things in the past and a great part of what i miss is nativity!! when i was there, i never thought that i'll ever leave so soon...when i was there, i never thought that i'll step down early from my position...when i was there, i took everything for granted. the experience, the opportunities, the friends, etc...really just everything...i really miss things there..its very hard to start all over again somewhere else...adapting and learning and making new friends all over again when they themselves are already so bonded is really difficult...somehow, going to church now is just a habit and a routine for me already...there isn't any meaning to it, not like before. haizz now..i just feel so lost...idk where to start and what stella told me sometime back was really true..its hard to hang on when there's nth there. but.....haizz..idk man...i keep telling myself to put this aside and think about it later cos now's not the time..but if now's not the time then when will it be the time? rawrr...
ok on a different note...i really wanna learn tennis very badly!! hahaha i think i'm really gonna get a job after oct and start saving up for my lesson fees hahahaha i think i'm already falling in love with the sport before i even know how to play it properly...i even dreamt about it last night hahahaha =)
alright...tata for now!! will blog again soon!! =)