Sunday, August 08, 2010
training today felt good!! =) finally rowed after 2 weeks of not rowing..and oh boy, my water fitness really dropped alot..rawrr i felt tired after rowing like 100m? hahaha rawrr o wells...need to get it back fast..complaining so much isn't going to help..i'll put my words and thoughts into action!! i'll put more effort into training!! hope i can manage my time well...study for exams, yog duties, training, church, family, friends...everything..rawrr....hope i can do it well this time! =)
hmm...these few days i've been thinking alot...i've been thinking why i keep feeling this way...i've been thinking why am i so bothered...i've been thinking why do i even feel unsecure when i observe or feel such things...idk why...but hmm is it because i really care about u? is it because ur impt to me? is it because i really like u? rawrr i really duno..but all i know is...although i say im going to let go, its hard and i can't seem to do it...i still care so much about u...im still bothered by ur actions and all..i still think about u so often...but...idk why im feeling like this...idk what ur thinking now...and i guess wat u said last time comes into context here...u said idk u well enough..but no one is a mind-reader...i won't know wat ur thinking if u dun tell me and more so if we have not spoken in so long...i know u probably dun miss me but...i really miss you...haizz...i guess all these is just wishful thinking on my part...o wells...
hmm....
love you?
love you not?