Thursday, August 05, 2010
i guess, i never liked having to deal with friendship problems...it has been this way since sec sch..everytime i quarrel with isa jie, i hate it..cos idk wat to do after that...cos i know that most of time is cos my stupid mood swings and oversensitivity and all..but somehow we still become good friends again...i guess that part of me never did change...ppl who know me well will know that friendships mean alot to me...i hate losing my friends..or rather, im afraid to lose my friends...but somehow there's nth i can do if they just walk out of my life...
it has happened so many times..ppl walking in and out of my life just as if its a shopping mall..everytime they walk out...i feel sad and hurt ..but there's always nth i can do...all i can try to do is just keep hanging on to them somehow...and hopefully one day we'll be on talking terms again...but its tiring...its tiring to be the one thats always trying..but...i guess its just me...everytime i say i dun care or i dun want to care i dun actually mean it i guess...rawrr...
rawrr..why must friendships be so fragile??haiz o wells..but i guess most friendships gets destroyed cos of the lack of communication or rather miscommunication as well as the lack of patience between each other...haiz...it takes 2 hands to clap..but rawrr idk idk idk...seems like everything is my fault o wells...
isa jie!! idk if u still read my blog but i miss you much!! rawrr....meet up soon k?? i miss you i miss you i miss you!!