Wednesday, July 07, 2010
haiz..it feels so empty within me...everything is becoming so routine-like again...as the weekend draws nearer and nearer, i worry that i will not be able to make the right decision...i worry that i don't have the courage to make that decision, when i know that its the only decision that is pleasing to God...now i know why being catholic is so tough...all i pray for is for me to be able to go for mass...i dun want to skip mass again..if not daddy and mummy will not be happy again...
but i feel this time is different..im not wanting to do it cos it'll make mummy and daddy happy....im doing this for myself...i want to improve my spiritual life again...