Wednesday, July 14, 2010
yesterday was my darling scandal's birthday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!!
but again..i couldn't spend it with her...hmm actually i think we have never spent birthdays with each other before...rawr...miss that pretty girl much !! duno when then i can see her =( o wells...hope all is going well for her...
hmm...it feels like im going to die anytime soon..seriously!! sch is crazy!! omgg idk how im going to survive...lots of work to catch up on..but no time to do revision..because there is an increasing no. of tutorial questions, and so many projects which are due soon...gosh..short term has its disadvantages too!! this is bad..really bad..im going crazy soon...just finish MA project..there's audit and IS and IAP left...with IS test and audit test and presentation..goshhh...this is madness...i guess this is the craziness u get when u had a slack year 2 life...goshh...
on top of all that craziness, alot of things have been running in my mind..im just so distracted every other time...esp when im supposed to be doing work...haizz o wells..rawr i need to go somewhere to relax for awhile...i think i've been bottling up too much for too long already...all the emo-ness, the unhappiness, the stress, all the fan nao!! EVERYTHING!! seriously...
rawr...haha..feel like going to ecp..its been ages since i went there...i miss sitting at the break water, looking at the sea, feeling the breeze in my face, just sorting my thoughts out...wish i could go there at night..can lie on the breakwater and look at the stars..rawr..miss those times man...wanna go there soon!!
hmm am i thinking too much?? haiz...do i really not mean anything to u anymore? i wonder how ur feeling about things between us...