Tuesday, June 15, 2010
although ppl say things might change but i believe that in this case it won't..
thanks to stella and kor kor for listening to me complain
kor kor says he has never seen me so agitated before..
and its true la..
and idk why im so affected by this..
rawrrr
can someone tell me why im trying so hard??
just wat do i want?
just wat am i expecting?
haizz...maybe im just disappointed with the outcome and myself
im never good enough
not up to expectations
im always lagging behind
im not impt and can be easily forgotten
so why do i try so hard to convince myself otherwise?
why dod i try to convince the ppl around me otherwise so that i can get my way when all these facts are well known to me??
why why why?
why am i doing all this?
whats the point when the end results is still not wat i want?
i guess no one can really understand how i feel...
but i can tell u...
IT SUCKS TO FEEL THIS WAY SERIOUSLY...
SUCKS TO BE ME
='( KNS