Sunday, June 06, 2010
anyway..life has been alright so far...since iap is over and done with for this term..well..could be better i guess...and thanks thanks to the many ppl who helped me in one way or another...i really appreciate it alot!! =)
have been staying in sch till rather late recently...either cos of training or cos im studying or attempting to study...hahaha....hmm rawr but i feel kinda bad that im always home so late...cos by the time i reach home..everyone else is already asleep...and idk..i guess it feels kinda lonely at times..i know how i always complain about my sis and all..but i guess i really love her even though she's very annoying sometimes...she's the one that makes my life complete..without her at home, the whole hse is so quiet, and i dun like it, cos it seems like sth is missing..hmm..since i come home late and go out early...or rather she goes out early sometimes..i only see her sleeping and same goes for her..but sometiems she dosen't even see me sleeping cos i come home when she's asleep and leave the hse before she wakes..rawr..time to do sth about it i guess...
i guess trainings have been alright so far...jsut that today..idk why my form wasn't good at all..i felt like shit while rowing for some reason..haiz o wells..maybe is cos of mst stress and lack of sleep...but i know its no excuse..haiz o wells..anyway i gave all i could today even though it wasn't good enough..but i'll keep trying..polite is drawing nearer and nearer...duno if im rowing but i'll still train hard and push hard...rawr hope daddy becomes more understanding also...haiz...
yup..so mst is tmr till thurs...hmm kinda stress but...i think the stress this time is a different kind of stress as compared to last time...i dun really know how to explain it..but yea..im just going to do my best..
there are lots of things i want to put in order after mst!! hope i succeed..hahha
haiz..life is unpredictable...so..i want to learn to live it to the fullest with no regrets....