Monday, April 19, 2010
lessons were quite short today, except for iap which was the longest...rawr..i need to get back into studying mode and start taking things seriously again...after lessons ended at 6 went over to fc 5 to meet the girls..had team talk then camp briefing then home sweet home...tmr another long day cos there's training
haiz...i guess im just not good enough..i need to work on it and do even better...rawr...hope i can improve more and more and more and more very soon becuase my patience has a limit, esp when it comes to living up to my expectations..
rawr..i wonder what you're thinking, i wonder how you feel, i wonder what you're going to do next or what you think shld be done...i guess both of us are making alot of assumptions, but just which is the truth...i hope to find out soon, becuase like you say, the one thats most affected by it is me...i dun understand the sudden coldness, i dun understand why it feels uneasy and full of tension (if thats the right word to use) idk if ur upset by what you saw or what, but if its just that i think you have to hear my explanation, cos its most likely a misunderstnading..rawr...i really wonder what you're thinking and what you're feeling..haiz...