Monday, April 12, 2010
i thought it won't come back anytime soon,
but it came back after 2 nights of no proper rest..o wells
i guess being tired sometimes is not a bad thing..it helps you hide the rest of ur emotions somehow...esp when u dun really know what you're feeling and it also leaves you with no obligation to explain anything...rawrr but i guess ppl sometimes try to hard to hide their emotions until the point where it feels suffocating somehow....o wells...when we try too hard..sometimes our efforts just backfires..o wells..
i guess, it took me so long to really accept the fact that sometimes your greatest competitor is your closest friend, or your closest friend treats you as his/her greatest competitor...hmm i guess i kinda know this for a fact, but i just din want to accept this fact, even though it has been proven true to me so many times. but somehow, it suddenly hit me that i think this is so true..we're like making use of each other in one way or another to attain wat we want...an ugly fact that has to be accepted somehow...