Sunday, April 18, 2010
so..itp is finally over..i guess you could say i really learnt alot...but im afraid to say it din really end on a good note in terms of the grading...very very very disappointed with that but...all became better when i met the db girls and some guys for movie...hanging out with the girls just makes me happy somehow..haha even though i was already so tired after work...
hmm...then yesterday had training then went to church for mass with the rest of them...then dinner then prayer meet then went to nat's hse till quite late...by the time i reached home i was like so tired..oh oh and thanks to someone who entertained me yesterday =) hahaha its greatly appreciated...esp msging me even though it was quite late already..hehe =) thanks thanks =)
today training again...but...idk leh..i feel my rowing was not very good today =( it felt different from yesterday...somehow yesterday the feel was better when rowing..hmm duno leh..maybe not enough sleep..haha..rawr...o wells...i need to improve more and at a faster pace also...i dun want to lag behind anymore...time to put in more effort i guess...after training went for lunch with the girls =) haha enjoyed myself again..haha then headed home to make my presence known...
i guess this weekend really made me realise that when sch starts i have to be able to be more decisive and make prompt decisions..because...it just hit me that i really can't have everything...sth needs to be compromised in order to gain sth else...and..just what is my priority? i want to spend time with the girls, church friends, classmates, and family...just how am i going to split the time i have among these grps of ppl...i really dun want to compromise anything but it seems impossible..really...and i guess thats reality because i only have 24hrs a day and 7 days a week so i really have to get my priority right and spend equal time with these ppl...
i guess thats what daddy was trying to hint to me today also..he was talking to me about putting God first in my life and i guess it made me quite guilty..because now...it seems that He is no longer my first priority...it seems like im so caught up with all my other commitments that i slot him into whichever slot is empty and more convivient for me...and i guess that shld not be the case...its time to change...rawrr..i need to constantly remind myself to put Him as no.1 in my life...maybe by doing so..everything will somehow fall in place nicely since i am nth without Him..
sch starts tmr...i know its not going to be an easy year ahead..but i hope i'll be able to get through it without much difficulty and be able to do my best in everything and most importantly, have good time management..really..if not i think i'll really die...