Sunday, April 04, 2010
very wonderful mass...i guess quite a number of stuffs hit me...one phrase from the readings never fail to strike me each year.
"your ways are not my ways and your thoughts are not my thoughts"
i guess this phrase is really a good reminder for me..to always turn to him in all times...cos only he can guide me along the right path and only he can tell me wats the right thing to do because i want to do things that pleases God...
" life is stronger than death, love is stronger than fear, faith is stronger than despair"
Fr. Fred said this during his homily and it struck me for some reason...hmm...love and faith...are things that i must learn to have more of...i need to have more love for the people around me and love for God. i need to have faith in God, that he is always beside me and within me to bring me through every situation in life.
hmm...somehow..even though mass was really beautiful...i feel kinda hm...idk wat word to use but i really miss the times in nativity...seeing Fr Fred makes me think about those days in jr lectors in nativity...makes me think about my first 2 easter vigil readings becuase i was under his guidance. kinda miss those times in nativity...kinda miss the warmth that i once felt in church..kinda miss the feeling of being part of family every time i go to church...miss the feeling of knowing that there are always friends nearby that you can count on and turst and turn to for help...i really really miss those times...esp the warmth in church because i kinda dun feel that kind of warmth anywhere now...i guess thats why i feel kinda empty now...rawr...haiz..o wells...