Sunday, January 10, 2010
im sorry i couldn't say yes to the request u made just now...but at the same time i couldn't say no directly...thats why i asked those questions...im sorry if it hurt you or sth....but i guess i felt i couldn't just leave things like that...i guess the reason would be because i dun want to hurt you even more because i know that if i say yes, there will definitely be a second and third time and when that bubble of hope ur holding on to disappears....it'll really hurt alot for you because of the memories made....so im sorry for having to ask those questions to lead u to come to the conclusion on ur own...i told myself that since i already told you twice..i won't want to have to do it a third time...i wished i could just leave it as it is..but i figured u'll just con'd to sink deeper and deeper and i dun want that to happen because i know that feeling sucks....so...sorry if i've done or said anything to hurt you....take care yea....