Saturday, December 26, 2009
last night...scandal got my hopes up on something..something that i feel its not possible to happen...but...from her perspective she says its possible and that got me super excited..haaha idk why but yea but the thing is i know i have to be realistic...so yea..all these will remain a secret between the two of us yea.haha..
but that convo got me thinking alot..somehow...rawrr hmm i guess i can't really do anything about it..but yea...i guess it kinda hit me that when things start moving so quickly, i get relaly scared somehow..regardless of the matter haiz...i need to learn to overcome this.....bleah then just now..scandal just threw me another of her perspective that made me quite worried if its really the case now...bleahh..scandal dear...i hope ur wrong u know..haha and im sure u'll know better than anyone else why..haiz...idk idk idk...i guess i just shldn't think about all these things now...haiz..like mummy said...i shld just study hard now and dun get so easily distracted by everything else...be it material things, or my hopes,my dreams and aspirations etc etc...haha i think sometimes my thoughts are more distracting than my computer haahahaha
all right..thats all for now..got to get ready to go out i guess..rawrr..sian...
scandal i miss sharing the room with u during retreat...i think i got the best sleep during that 4 nights hahaha