Saturday, December 26, 2009
rawr...just came back from sislyn yiyi's hse....din do much la..hehe..i think i was being kinda antisocial..rawrr..o wells..different from my sis i guess..but its ok..haha..i guess this is just going to be a short post..since i already blogged before i went out...
just now...i was sitting at the swing in the garden with daddy for about 1hr plus i think...haiz..the moment i sat down on the swing...memories kept coming all at once...both pleasant and unpleasant memories....i guess the most vivid memory would be of course the one with similar settings and all...haiz...i could still rmb every single thing that happened that day....but i guess there's nth wrong with remembering...as long as it no longer hurts then that means im fine...i guess it din hurt that badly for me to rmb all those things...but there's this still small part within me that still feels abit..hmm...rawrr idk wats that word..but yea...haiz i guess i still need more time...
hmm when all of these memories started coming in fast forward motion and with that particular memory playing on repeat mode...somehow i found myself starting to pray in my heart....idk why..this is the first time i reacted this way i guess..but...i still had to deal wtih all the thoughts and all...rawrr...felt abit emo for that 1hr or so...but o wells..its part and parcel of life...
i guess that person is someone really very special...that person that i still can rmb so clearly, the things we did together and all....i guess thats also the person who has seen me shed the most tears..seen me when im really really scared and all and most imptly seen me in one of my happiest moments...so...
to that person, if you're still reading my blog..i thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything that you've done for me..everything that you've given me..everything that you've taught me...and alll the memories we've made together be it good or bad..thanks alot for everything...i'll never forget the timees we had together....i hope that you will now learn to cherish your gf and love her with everything you've got...cos i can see that she means alot to you...so treasure it yea...hope u'll have a long-lasting relationship with her =)