Saturday, December 05, 2009
whatever happened to i'll do my best
ger..this is definately not ur best...come on..u need to try alot harder!!!rawrrr
just came back from prayer meet not long ago....it was good i guess..quiet time with God and all...somehow during the last part where there was some quiet time to just pray and all..i was praying about MST and my friends etc etc...somehow...some thoughts just came to my mind and i almost broke down but i controlled..phew..rawrr..idk why but i think i've been holding it in for hmm a short while? but whenever i think of it...its kinda suffocating? cos it hurt somehow...haiz..i can't do anything about it..so...i shld try not to think about it..rawr..cos for now..i need to focus on MST!!! rawrrr stresssss!!
i just hope all goes well tonight and tmr...and the rest of the week...gambatte ger!! u can do it!!
why do i always get so distracted by these stuffs near exams or test??? ='(