Sunday, November 15, 2009
after APEC stuffs, i've been feeling quite lazy..haha..slept alot today..and i only did FACC tutorial..omgg...rawrr o wells..nvm i shall do the rest tmr after sch tmr or sth..haha im feeling super nua and lazy today...
have been having lots of messed up thoughts these days...but i guess the main thing i've been thinking about is bout xiao mei...seems to me that the past few weeks i've been seeing a different side of her. i've been seeing her mug for her exams and i think she did quite well except for math...she got 2nd in class overall i think. i know she dosen't quite like studying and she's not that good at it...but i guess her hardwork paid off..and it kinda motivates me somehow..idk...i guess its kinda contridciting at this point of time..but i'll rmb the feeling i have now and hopefully i can use this feeling to motivate me from tmr onwards...
i guess i'll need more time to sort out my other thoughts and feelings...i need some "me" time. i haven't been getting my "me" time since sch started =( kinda bad for me..cos im the kind that really needs that time to think through stuffs and all...haiz..o wells..i'll try to make time soon...i hope things start to fall in place soon..
sometimes i wish there will be someone who will give me the kind of love im looking for..sometimes i wish i could get a nice comforting hug when i need one..sometimes i wish..i never have thoughts like this...because it kinda hurts when i think about it =(