Saturday, October 31, 2009
why? why? why? why did i cry when i re-read the letter i wrote to you? why? when i re-read it...i started thinking of everything that happened in the past...and the tears just flowed out ='( i'm so disappointed with myself...i dun understand why my heart still feels that way when i start thinking of u...idk why the pain is still there...idk why when i feel like that i always rmb one scene, and that scene never fails to leave my mind when i feel like that...i can still rmb how u comforted me...i miss you...and it still hurts idk why...i suck i know..and i think that after u read this, u might not even bother replying me when i talk to u online already ='( even as im typing this...tears are flowing down ='( sometimes i just wish everything din start...because its too painful...but i guess its all too late to say these kind of things...sometimes even when im working..i think of u..the times we hung out at subway or at the beach...i miss everything...when i got a free milkshake coupon i thought of u...and all of this hurts..its so painful...='(
ger was here @ 12:21 AM (:
