Sunday, October 11, 2009
yes..i agree that i need to walk this road independently but....idk..it seems harder than i thought it was..i thought i was reaching the end of this dark and scary tunnel, but i guess im wrong..im probably only half way there and it seems like a really long dimly-lighted road ahead...
another person told me that i'll only need 6mth to finish walking through this tunnel..but..i guess i'll need more than 6mth...i know it for a fact because 6mths will be over really soon...bleah..im sorry that you're wrong...like i said...i suck at these kinda things..so i guess..it'll kinda take a longer time..
i wish i could have a catalyst to speed up this process, then maybe it'll be less painful..but haiz..i shld give up on this thought because i know it won't happen...but i'm really thankful for the ppl who have been there for me all these while..and i really thank them for being so patient with me..thanks ppl..you know who u are..
hopefully things will get better when sch starts..when im so occupied with work and studies..rawrr maybe i'll considering increasing my work scheldue..see how..