Wednesday, September 23, 2009
=( wat a way to start the day =( exam results sucks like shit...im super disappointed with myself la...maybe my best wasn't enough as usual...maybe that wasn't my best..perhaps i could have stretched myself even more...perhaps i could have done more revision papers or i could have started revision much earlier!! wth..i know that its no use saying allof these because it won't change the results i get...and crying over spilt milk won't change anything too!!! =(( but AHHHH im just super sad and disappointed la..seeing all of them get so good marks i feel super inferior la!! rawrrrrrrr i hope i won't breakdown at all...i want to enjoy myself in osaka still...WTHHH why???? why did my gpa dropped so much?? i tried so hard to push it up in year 1 sem 2 and now its back to almost square 1...rawrr was i too complancent? or do i really suck?? rawrr i choose to think i really suck...
this sem has really been really sucky due to MANY FACTORS which i dun intend to reveal...but im sure cheryl mama and ju mama knows wat these factors are!! WTHHHHHH I SUCK!!! why did i make such a big mistake =( HAIZ LOOKS LIKE BIG MISTAKE HAS BIG NEGATIVE CONSEQUENCES!!! =(( ahhhh ger sucks big time..seriously!! RAWRR super disappointed with myself now la...i hope i can push up my gpa big time in sem 2...i hope i succeed!! rawrrrrrr sad la...i duno wat to say already except that im pissed..sad and disappoitned =(
ger was here @ 6:49 AM (:
