Sunday, September 06, 2009
rawrr...im tired im tired....but..im still here..hehe...and i haven't finished packing yet..and it seems like i have so many things to pack...rawrr...o wells..nvm..i have to finish packing by tmr...hahhah idk why..as the day draw nearer, the excitment starts disappearing bit by bit..hahha hmm..maybe its the chore of packing thats why..hehe o wells..but i still can't wait...it'll really be a whole new experience..
and i think this post is like redundant..cos its so idk..rubbish la..hahaha my brain isn't working at all now..so yea..hehe oops...looks like u've just wasted time reading this rubbish post =\
why do i even bother after all that i went through? why am i stil letting h2o drip? why do i still want to find out more? why??? why am i affected by it?? this feeling sucks and idk if u know how it feels like since u've never been in this position before..or maybe u have but idk...everything seems so easy for you..looks like u really din mean wat u were saying or wat u said...and that sucks..because...if u dun mean it..why even say it?? but haiz..i can't blame u for wat happened between us because i guess it was my fault...and know wat? i really hate myself for that...im sorry i suck...='((