Thursday, September 03, 2009
somehow i find myself thinking more and more each day..wondering wat i shld do about this, when i know the most obvious thing is to let go now...i find myself being so bothered by even the slightest thing which might seem immaterial..this feeling sucks..are u avoiding me on purpose?? ='( whenever i think...it makes me sad and disappointed..it makes me miss u even more somehow..it makes me feel like im no longer impt to u..or rather..was i even once impt to you?? haiz...='( but i screwed up certain papers big time =(
today cost accounting paper was like a killer..seriously...rawrrr the questions are all not the traditional ones...its super different..we all got a very unpleasant surprise =( do until can cry..especially the last question..I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO START =(
o wells...i was feeling super terrible after the paper..i really wanted to just scream my lungs out...then....i met up with kor in sch..haha he came down specially to sch to meet me la..so sweet right? haha so...watch him eat lunch..chatted quite a bit.complained alot as usual and listen to his jokes hahaha all that was enough to cheer me up and make me feel better..thanks kor!! and kor..i seriously think that the joke u can't rmb...is about u!!! hahahah ooops =x sorry..hahhhahaha kidding..hahahaha...
after that went to find the rest of them at fc4 then ate..then went for the japan trip briefing..woah..lots of stuffs man..hahha rawrr...i think i got to start packing soon..seems like alot more stuffs than i expected..hahaha so exciting..its going to be my first time on the plane..and im leaving in like a few days..omggg so soon la..hahai hope it'll be a good trip...
so after the briefing..headed to town with wy, ju, cheryl and debbie..whee..so we walked around..wanted to buy stuffs but ended up only spend money on food..hahha but the company is great..had our fair share of laughter too hahaha
we wanted to watch a movie too...but i guess there's nth that interesting...hmm ju wanted to watch final destination...some of us wanted to watch proposal but debbie watched it already so we gave movie a miss today..hahha
hmm so after walking around...slacking..and just chilling without having to think of studies for the time being, i bus-ed home with cheryl...and thanks alot dear...for listening to my rants and thoughts which i know are like repetitive..but thanks alot gal...u know i love you right? haha =)
hmm then so..im home..tired...but its all worth it..today like really pamper myself la..hahaha..rawrrr...although i think i dun deserve so much pampering hehe..o wells..haha tats all for now i guess =) next few days will be quite busy i guess? haha preparing for my trip haha...but i'll still blog..cos i think i won't be bringing my laptop to japan since there's no wireless there =(
hmm..rf copied and paste a whole chunk of words that she found online and i think it makes so much sense..and i think its self-explanatory..and i kinda agree with it i guess..and i guess it expresses some of my thoughts and the way i feel as well..
The greatest irony of love; loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life.
And sometimes, you think you’re already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. Some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else.
Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It’s just that one was being loved too much and the other was being love too little. As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right.
Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them, we are just for passing time while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. So here’s a piece of advice; let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough, and move on when things are not like before. For sure there is someone out there who will love you even more.