Wednesday, September 30, 2009
hmm..nth much today i guess...quite sian though...cos it was just lessons then lunch then project then use com until now..rawr i've been slacking so much today..idk how many hrs i've been in front of the com la..rawrr....o wells..i think we're cooking dinner later then after that i think maybe or hopefully i can bring myself to study awhile...rawr im lagging behind so much...
oh and today was and still is very foggy..its really cold today..cos its raining too!! rawrrr coldddd....grrr but i love the weather..i rather it be cold than hot hahha...
hmm suddenly idk why it feels like so long since i've been to church..hmm ok..i think its quite long..22 days of no church at all...miss church alot...the ppl and all too, although we're not really that close yet...hmm...miss yc prayer meets, sports sunday, mass...haiya..everything la...i saw the youth camp early bird registration...and idk if i shld sign up...because the camp clashes with mst week and idk if i'll have papers on those days..rawrr but i want to go for camp..and i want to go for nativity camp too!! but i want scandal to go too!! rawrrr...haiz..o wells..see how ba..bleah...
rawrr everytime i see the piano and see someone playing it at the hostel lobby..i regret my decision more and more..i want to play the piano again!! but i suck at it..OMGG NOW THERE'S SIOMEONE PLAYING IT nad i can hear it!! i want to learn again!! but i suck now..that day i tried sightreading a score...but omgg i couldn't even get past the first line =( i suck la..but i want to play the piano again...i want my own piano..i dun mind working part time to pay for my piano fees la..r.awrr i really want to play the piano and con'd learning..i miss the piano...bleah..why?? what on earth was i thinking when i made that decision?? why on earth did i put db first and piano 2nd..rawrr now i know where my passion lies..I MISS DB TOO!! rawrr i miss so many things...haiz..but i can't do so many things at a time...if not i'll be stretching myself too much... but i want to find a job when i go back to singapore..
RAWR why can't that person just freaking plug in the headset when playing the piano so i can't hear...the more i hear the more i miss the piano...rawrrr ='(