Sunday, September 20, 2009
today was quite a new experience hahaha 7 of us went to yufuin today for onzen (hot spring) as the highlight of the day..hahaha omggg wat a new experience la..hahaha it was weird at first cos we were all totally naked and really alot of "sight seeing" la..omgg..my eyes hahah..but it was not bad...quite shuang..and everyone else except me got a tan =( so sad la..bleah..rawrr nvm i shall not complain haha
after onzen we went to walk around to look for souveniers...haha i din buy much la...i bought mochi and a pair of char gia.haha i hope xiao mei likes and can fit into the char gia..haha..
then we bus-ed to beppu to look for dinner hahaha and oh boy!! we walked a really long time before we settled at jolly pasta...and we had to wait quite long to get our seat also..but yea it was good!!! and from dinner i realised that SHU YUN IS NOT QUIET AND NOT INNOCENT hahhhahaa today is like the day i completely change my impression of her hahhaha =) but its not exactly a bad thing also la..hahaha hehe...shu yun ah shu yun..tsk tsk tsk..hehehe we had lots of laughter during dinner and at the bus stop too hahha...enjoyed myself today =)
after dinner we bus-ed back to hostel..hahaa but we waited super long for the bus la..and the bus felt quite stuffy..hahaha yup...so thats about it for today..and here i am now... actually i think i have more to blog about but now no ling gan so yea..sorry for the boring post to describe my interesting day...and thanks to everyone who made it so wonderful...
北风毫不留情把叶子吹落
脆弱的她选择了逃脱
叶子失去消息风才感觉寂寞
整个冬天北风的痛没人能说
我从来没想过我会这样做
从来没爱过所以爱错
我从哪里起飞从哪里降落
多少不能原谅的错却不能重来过
翻开回忆角落完美的生活
以为幸福都可以掌握
仔细回味当初那个故事背后
oh 原来是我犯下从没承认的错
我从来没想过我会这样做
从来没爱过所以爱错
我从哪里起飞从哪里降落
多少不能原谅的错却不能重来过
在这少了你的世界 oh~
找不回那些感觉其实我不想道别那些过去
我从来没想过我会这样做
从来没爱过所以爱错(从来没有爱过那黱认真)
我从哪里起飞从哪里降落
多少不能原谅的错却不能重来过
我从来没想过我会这样做
从来没爱过所以爱错
我从哪里起飞从哪里降落
多少不能原谅的错
请你原谅我的爱错
haiz...why? why? why? why am i still lildat? why didn't i grow any stronger after such a long time? why am i still letting my thoughts run wild and letting my heart control my head?? whats wrong with me?? bleah somehow every mth i'll keep thinking ...esp during a certain day or sth...but...idk why even now as im in such a far away place..i still think so much rawrr...i know it wasn't meant to be but...haiz...rawrrrr my heart just can't seem to accept it i guess..
thoughts running wild
emotions running wild inside of me
somehow it still hurts..idk why..
im just not showing it...but keeping it all inside...
i dun wanna show my weaker side..
so i hope i can control myself well...
haiz..when will this cycle be over??? ='(
bleah i think the above song is really nice...i guess somehow when i listen to it..i tend to think of......hmm yea...up to u to fill in the blanks..haiz...i want this cycle to end soon because it just hurts ='(( putting up a strong ftont is tiring too..trying so hard to smile when its hurting inside is tiring too...haiz but i guess sometimes...we have to do what hurts the msot....its part and parcel of life i guess...bleah...