Thursday, August 06, 2009
well..the first time today was still alright..the second time wasn't good at all...almost cried during cost lecture cos of that la...rawrrr...i was like controlling real hard...and lucky when i sms-ed kor, he replied...if not idk what would happen...so after cost lecture...met up with kor for awhile to talk...felt alot better after that...thanks kor...thanks for ur time and thanks for just now =). so, after that trained home and now im here..so tats basically my day...
hmm...on the train ride home i was just thinking through some stuffs and i suddenly rmb wat kor told me last time...during mst week, he told me that i need to keep focus and not be distracted by the flowers by the road...i guess this applies to me now too...i need to stay focus and concentrate on my studies now..rawrrr...well..i'll try my best...
haiz...politics politics politics..why is it seriously everywhere?? its so sucky...its a scary thing to some ppl..cos they dunno how to deal with it..and at the end of the day, they are the ones tat are hurt by it. haiz..i really dun like politics..i've seen and gone through a fair bit of it myself..and im not good at handling it too...hmm but this time round, i guess the situation is somewhat different...this time im not invovle in it...im just a bystander. i feel so helpless because i cannot do anything to help my friends who are in this shit. seriously..it sucks...all i can do is feel bu shuang when i see things done in a certain way and all..but there's nth i can do to help them or sth..rawrr..o wells...
and also..i feel that certain things cannot be bought with money...things like friendship, hardwork, tears, sweat, memories, and all the feelings that one has cannot be bought by money. sometimes we own things that contain these feelings, and normal ppl will treasure them alot because it has a significance. i guess if that item u own has such significance, you won't just give it away like that or lose it or sth..instead, you'll really really treasure it, for u shld be happy that you have that item cos some ppl can't even get that item that has all those feelings and memories in it. BUT, if to others, that item u has is supposed to contain those stuffs, and they see u not treasuring it and just giving it away like that or sth, how would they feel?? esp if they are the ones that cannot or dun have that item..i mean i for one, will feel that that person DUN DESERVE TO GET THAT ITEM AT ALL!! seriously!! rawrrrrrrr o wells..
ps..idk if that made sense...