Saturday, August 01, 2009
alright im going to rest soon...my head feels like its going to burst =\
haiz..in the end i ended up slacking cos i didn't do much work...i only completed facc tutorial and did abit of cost tutorial only..but i didn't do cost properly..rawrrr...
ger needs to try harder...ger needs to push herself more next time...but in a while, ger needs to go and recharge herself before the same cycle repeats again =\
haha so just now..i FINALLY mangaed to have a short proper online conversation with my darling scandal!!! like FINALLY you know...i was so happy when scandal replied me so quickly cos i didn't expect a reply since my dear is always so busy...hahha super happy during that convo just now, just that it didn't last long cos both of us had to go and do our work =(
rawrr so i guess thats all for now...i'll end off with a message to 2 ppl..haha
to scandal:
dear..thanks for making me happy today =)) i miss you alot!!! and i really mean it!! i haven't seen you in AGES!!! its so long that i've lost count how many months i haven't seen you....reallllly hope to meet you soon. haiz..soon..i noe soon is subjective, so in this case i guess it'll not be any time before your As end =( rawrrr....and and i really hope u can go for year end retreat...its been a super long time since we attended a camp together...rawrr i miss those times...esp.........hahhha *winks* (i know you know what i mean) rawrr okok jia you for your prelims and your As and your everything ok? dun stress yourself too much...and take care of yourself hor!! love ya loads dear =)
to kor:
kor...im so sorry about just now...rawrr i guess u were kinda disappointed with me? cos like after 2 days of not talking to you i gave you that kind of replies..like so cold right? sorrrryyyy kor....i really din mean it...maybe its cos im just too tired or sth..idk why but after u went offline i realised that my replies were weird and cold..its like so not me...well..when u asked if there was anything bothering me i kinda avoided the question..cos i also didn't know how to answer you..idk if there is or not..so yea..sorry for leaving that question un-answered too...and im going to be a good girl and go and sleep now...kor..this is considered early k? hahha as compared to other days this week..hehe... rawrr..kor..dui bu qi for today!! and jia you for all your other outstanding projects yea? jyjy!! u can do it!! =)
i guess sometimes i shld really just keep quiet and not say so much even though that'll cause me to be bottling things up. i guess even though i can't smile from the inside, i should just fake a smile, so that the ppl around me won't worry or won't be affected although i know thats not the right thing to do.haiz...was i really too insensitive? or was i really too caught up with my own thoughts, such that i didn't even know by doing that ppl will feel offended or hurt? rawrr, i didn't know my actions could cause such misunderstanding, because i didn't think its wrong or inappropriate to do the stuffs that i did =(