Thursday, August 27, 2009
i feel so guilty yet im not doing anything about it...im scared and stress and worried but im not studying...all im doing is complaining to ppl... oops =x (rf...does that sound familar???) hahha seems like rf told me this the other day...hehe oops...
" whenever i think of ppl behind me holding high expectations, those aren't pressure but faith they put into me, so i know i just can't fail and keep on fighting"
the above statement is so true....its a good way to look at it i guess because i've always looked at it as additional pressure...an addition to the ones i give myself...bleah...lately mummy has been asking me everyday "so..how's ur studies coming along?" i guess she's worried ba..cos she seldom see me studying or revising...so i took it as extra pressure too because i know she places her hopes in me...actually come to think of it...my parents...they dun really give me alot of pressure when it comes to studies ba...but because of that i tend to give myself extra pressure because i dun wanna disappoint them....but somehow this time...rawrrr self-motivation isn't working =(
haiz..o wells....ger come on!! u can do it!!! just one week more....exactly one week more 11.10am it'll all be over!! come on!! dun give up...sucky semester cannot have sucky ending..must at least end properly!! even though exams prep has been a mess..u can't screw up u can't!! rawrr