Sunday, July 26, 2009
hmm..i think God is putting me to the test..seriously..the situation im in now really makes me think about the bible passage that I read earlier in the morning. Just now, after I reflected upon the passage again, and after praying about it, I decided not to do anything about it because I won’t want others to do that to me too. Its really not easy to swallow my anger and frustration, but I’ll do just that. This time, I’ll choose not to retaliate, and I’ll not use hurtful words as well, and to that person, “im really sorry if I’ve hurt you”
although i think things will kinda be weird, but i wanna say that i'll not be hypocritical. i'll just be who i am, and behave in a way i think will be most appropriate. RAWRR...its really easier said than done..im serious..i hope things dun screw up. well, if i decide to be nice, then i'll really be nice with no other ulteria motive because...im not a hypocriate, and i'll not be one.
hmm..so leaving all that aside...haha...i conclude that i have a very naughty kor..hehe..now u know where i learn all the naughty stuffs from..hehehe (kidding). tks kor for entertaining me once again even though u wanted to study.. i really appreciate it alot =) hehe...
rawrr..im tired and my brain is not absorbing anymore tax stuffs..so...i'll see wat i can do for now before i get some sleep...
Dear Lord, please give me the courage to do the right thing even though deep within me, i really wish to do the exact opposite sometimes. Help me to see things from other's point of view and help me to understnad wat it feels like to be in their shoes. Lord i pray that you help me control my tongue, especially when im stressed out, so that i dun hurt anymore ppl with my words. I pray that you help me to be able to forgive the ppl who have hurt me or have done wrong to me more easily. Help me not to be bias against them and bear a grudge. Lord, i pray that you also help me to treasure everything i have because everything in life is so fragile and uncertain. Lord, help me to be more patient as well...with myself as well as with the ppl around me. Lord, i also ask for the strength and energy to do my revision for my coming test and exams, as well as to handle the projects tat are still outstanding or are yet to come. Please be within me always to guide me and lead me Lord. Amen.