Sunday, July 26, 2009
oh ya..thanks kor for calling earlier....that second phone call made me somewhat more awake for awhile and slightly more relaxed for some reason..haha...hope u managed to get into ur hse safely without much difficulty...take care hur..naughty kor..hehe =)
just now..i blew up at my dad cos he shouted at me =( rawrr...mistake again..haiz..o wells. i told myself i'll be patient when THAT happened a second time. i told myself its ok because all i had to do was think what i did and just do it again. i told myself that i'll be able to finish it no matter what. i told myself not to break down because im stress. i told myself not to blow up at anyone because im pissed off and stres. BUT, it still happened. i still blew up at him and cried ='(
im really really very tired and drained already, but there's still so many other things i need to do..my tutorials are waiting for me and i still need to date my tax notes. i have alot to catch up with my date. i don't know my date well enough, or rather, i know only a teeeennnny weeeennnnny bit about it, so, there's alot of catching up to do seriously.
im tired, but i shall push myself abit more...i noe i shldn't because i have been awake since 7am this morning and my body needs to rest, but i guess i have no choice. i'll try. i hope i dun fall asleep before i even start, even though i think its a high chance that it'll happen that way =(
well..if that happens, i'll just have to push myself alot more after church tmr =\